It continues
June 8, 2025
I'm having a really shitty week. I spent all day in bed; sleeping, doomscrolling, agonizing about everything shitty in the world. I was going to go to the dispensary to pick up some more edibles, but I ended up not wanting to go (+ wasn't sure if I had $25 to spare) and now they close in an hour.
It's also fucking humid! Why does it have to be humid?
I'm trying to take care of myself despite everything. I'm hoping getting back to my regular routine will help me feel better. Just having a hard time fighting the feeling that Earth is Hell and I can't even have the privilege of killing myself.
I don't entirely know why this is happening to me. I was doing okay until I wasn't. Surely fucking up my sleep and missing my meds is a big contributor. Weird shit on the internet has been triggering me and I've been obsessing over the fact we might all be fucked. Nothing is making me happy.
In any case, I guess we'll see where it goes from here. I'm going to try to work on this site more since social media's been pissing me off.
