I am probably not suffering from substance dependency
June 26, 2025
I actually haven't had weed in 3 days, despite making multiple allusions to it. I think I might be getting bored with marijuana, which is a bit of a relief because I was scaring myself for a while. I'm having a really shitty day, though, so I might end up breaking that fast tonight
not a lot else to say
Every day. Anger at the state of the world. Dread for the future. Hatred. And boredom. Soul-crushing ennui that leeches into every recess of my body. I want something new and exciting.
Something's missing from my life. Something I'm not happy without. I need to find that missing piece.
It's not until September, but I want to make it to the fair this year. I keep missing it.
I might make a Sheezy.Art account. It looks promising.
