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Feeling aggressive
June 12, 2025


I thought I was supposed to have a therapy appointment at 4 PM today, but that time came and went and I didn't get any emails or texts from my therapist or provider. I emailed my therapist twice and didn't get any response. She usually replies pretty quickly. I'm assuming I must have gotten the date wrong. There's a no show fee if I miss an appointment and I'll be so fucking mad if it turns out I did have an appointment today

im not even bothering with the grammar shit rn just lately every little fucking thing is setting me off lately. i think now the PMDD must be kicking in, i am in that "5 days before period" stretch now
my hobbies are not bringing me joy and i think the one thing that will bring me some kind of comfort right now is Marijuana so i will probably be imbibing that later

By the way I want to make it abundantly clear that I think anyone who's into pedophilia / incest / zoophilia etc is fucking gross and evil and should explode violently & i don't want any of these people near me at any given time ever. these people are getting way too comfortable showing their asses online & i think people are getting too lenient

Masquerade starts tomorrow though on subeta yaayyyyyyyyyy

I want to do something fun. I haven't done anything fun in a while
Shit sucks lately its like something flipped in my brain and none of the usual shit is making me happy. Everything just feels so frivolous and hollow

In any case i am making a last.fm

Wait do you have to install the stupid driver thing to track music? You can't manually add songs? Gay